MoonBlur.jpgI sit here sometimes at night in the dark just being still and wonder why. Why can’t I express myself more openly and clearly, it’s as if I’m a foreigner in a country and I don’t know their language. I’m trapped in my own body, my own head. The days aren’t long enough the night is too short, a million ideas and nothing worth hanging onto for more than a week or so. I give it my all and burst into flames in about 3 or 4 days, like a junky car with a rattling muffler banging loudly down a quiet dead end street. I have so much to give to the world. I wish it knew that or atleast appreciated me trying. My body and mind is tired but of course I can’t sleep, oh oh oh and when I do sleep it’s for too long. It’s my fault I know. ENLARGE_DATA_STREAM